now,,my heart so hurt!!!!!!!somebody help me,,,,

huhhh ssh nye nk lpe kn die,,, x kn xde secubit pn die rndu kt ak,,,die x pnh igt ke die pnh hdir dlm hdup ak,,, yup,,my heart is totally crush!!!huhh smpi ak nk igt kt die,,,come on la yus,,,juz let him go... huhhhhh ssh nye nk pjuk hti ni,,i noe,,i should've let u leave quickly,, but i can't,,, =(..how??? i stood at that place once again,,looking at u slowly a distance away... huhh my tears starts to fall lightly,,,,such s cold season... and it come again once more...i think i juz can wait 4 u... i can only tear silently,,,n only can ,uv u n miss u,,, tp tuk mmilki hurmm mybe its hard n imposible,,, compared to forgetting,pain is much easier 4 me,,, may i ask u something?? can u come back 2 my side,,, huhhhh,,,i noe u anwser... =((((

really tired ,,,,need more oxygen^^

i'll be waiting 4 u,,,

but smpi ble,,,,=(

hammpehhh..^^

hurmm arini i'm like a crazy womn tau..ntah keje asyik nk dok tdo je..x pun dok brangan,,ntah npe la erk...??

dah la mndi tgh ari bute,,klo de pkwe dh lri gaknye klo tau..huhuhuhu..ari ni mmg mlas gle..=)

act arini ak n dak2 ni de medical chek up..tp xde trnsport nk g,,,nk pnjm mto peah,,die de kje,,nk gne pun pas die lik r...so jd la ak nk g,,,n dak ak pun plan la nk kuar ptg ni..sje nk duk cci2 mte..huhuhuhu^^

pas2 kol 4 rse nye..ak pun g kuar ngan dak2 ni..nk bt appointment untk bt mdical chek up...pergh panas gile...tuhan je la tau...dh la lpr..sbb x mkn kot dr pg...hurmm mse kt poliklinik 2..trjmpe ngan sorg atuk ni..tgh dok ats mto kt tgh pans..ciannye,,ak pun senyum je la..n ttbe je ak rse sayu..dok trigat arwah tok ak..sdih lor...rse nk ngis je=(...

hurmm arini ntah npe,,asyik nk hmpir accident je..rsenye ad la dlm 4 kli..wiya pun marh kt ak,,hurmm ntah la,,x tau la npe asyik nk dok mengalamun je,,,x tau pe yg ak pk...hurmm mmg nsb bek sgt,,klo x msti skrg ni dh ad kt hspital,,eeii tkut tol...hurmm so untuk kselmtn ak,,wiya suh adah nek mto ngan ak..hurmm 2 pun stil lg nk lggr org,,n y pling ak x sgke..ak hmpir2 je lggr senior ak,,,nsb bek dieorg x jtuh..hurmm klo jtuh pun pdn mke,,ak dh la bnci dieorg 2,,mcm bgus je..huhuhu^^ntah ppe je,,,sjak 2 mnjak ni,,ak mmg rse x sdp je,,mcm de smthing je..rsau gak,,but,,ntah la...jntung ni asyik nk brdbr2 je,,,rsau sgt...

hurmm the best part is bile g shoping,,,

hahahahha i like it,,so much beb!!~~rse puas sgt dpt beli bju n slndang,,huhuhu..dh lme aim tau..bru dpt bli..huhuhu^^brtmbh la lg kleksi bju ak,,hihihi^^

bestnyerrrrrrr!!!!!!=)

LUV U ALL!!SO MUCH.....^^

I WILL ALWAYS BE BESIDE U UNTIL VERY END..

WIPING ALL UR TEARS AWAY..

N BEING UR BESTFRENZ..

I WILL SMILE N HAPPY WHEN U HAPY..=)

FEEL ALL THE PAIN U DO..FREN

IF U CRY A SINGLE TEAR..

I PROMISE...I WILL CRY TOO..^^

LUV U ALL..SO MUCH..

WITHOUT U GUYS..HURMM NOTHING(",)

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yus??dats me lor...huhuhuhu org sllu tnye npe xnk org pgil ko lina??or alin??or amalina??sbb ak x nk lor.,=P

but de some1 y pgil ak LINA..lg ak ckp jgn..lg die sbut..but x tau la die igt ke x kn nma ak..huhuhuhuhu^^..hurm x tau la npe skrg ni rse x sdap ati..n ati sllu rse sebak...nk ngis..but x leh nk ngis..hmpeh tol..!!td ak bka fcebok,,then my frenz give me 1 questi0n..what is luv???hurmm xtau la nk jwb pe..so ak jwb je la cinta 2 sjenis mknan mcm jeli..huhuhuuhuhu=p..ak sndri pun x pnh dpt cinta 2..mcmne nk jwb erk,,pe la..huhuhuuhu...

but 4 me..C.I.N.T.A tu tipu..sllu ajr kte mnipu..sllu ajr kte tgalkn kwn y penh mmbntu kte..but kwn2 ak sllu ckp..cinta i2 indah..hurmm poyo je..ble bek leh la ckp mcm 2..cb time gduh..sbut nme c die pun x hingin kn...hoho..tgok je la kwn2 ak..ckp x supa bikin,,^^but dulu ak pun mcm 2 gak..but now i don't think so...=) cinta snaye ssuatu y ssh y kte nk dpt,,bkn sume org brcnta sling mncntai..hurmmm n from my first luv story..de ssuatu y telh ak blja..u noe what..wlau mcmne bek pn c die,,mcmne syg pun die kt kte..i2 x brmkna die cinta kn kte..hurm die x lyak untuk kte snanye..hurmmm hope my fren leh cri jwpan untuk s0aln die 2..^^

BAD DAY!!!! ><

bnci!!!bnci!!bnci!!

asl hri ni mcm2 bnda y ak x ske jd,,

pe la nsb ak,,,bru nk ske2 ad je jd!!!

fed up nye ngan sume ni,,,,

ermm y part pling ak bnci ble ak tgok jdual klas ak dh x sme ngan bestfrenz ak,,

mcmne ni,,,

enth la myb bg org len mslh kcik je,,

but bg ak,, ssh la,,,

dah la sme klas ngan dak y ak x ske!!!

mcmne ni,,,

x ske tol la,,,,,

pe y ak mmpi time tdo td,,tol2 jd,,

leh lak ak bntai mlalak dpn dak2 ni,,,

bengong tol la ak ni,,,

dh bsr pn nk ngis,,

sebak tol la,,,klakr lak klo pk lik,,,^^

so nk x nk ak kna hdapi sume ni,,,

but how???

hurmmm=(

new life,,^^

skrg ak semakin dpt lpe kn die,,

ak x prlukan die pn dlam hdup ni,,

mkin ad y lbh trbek untuk aku,,

wlpn pd mla nye ak agak gram jga la ngan kwn bek ak,,sbb ak rse sbb die,,cte ak ngan llki 2 tamat,,

but ak skrg rse brsyukur sgt,,,mgkin ad hkmah sume ni,,,

g pn org len x pnh tau prngai snanye,,cme ak je y tau sift biadp nye 2,,ak x tau npe la ak leh syg kt org y prngai mcm 2,,,org mngkin rse die bek,,sopan,,huh!!sume 2 topeng je,,

skrg hdup ak lg happy,,sume nye sbb ak de fmily n kwn2 y ak syg!!^^

mle2 tue agk kciwa la gak,,but skrg ak dh x ksh,,die pn mmg dh bnci ak,,,

ske ati ko la wei,,

ak rse ak prlu brubh jd lbih bek g,,ak tau ak leh,hpe azam ak kli ni bkn hangat2 tahi ayam,,hehheheheh=)