now,,my heart so hurt!!!!!!!somebody help me,,,,

huhhh ssh nye nk lpe kn die,,, x kn xde secubit pn die rndu kt ak,,,die x pnh igt ke die pnh hdir dlm hdup ak,,, yup,,my heart is totally crush!!!huhh smpi ak nk igt kt die,,,come on la yus,,,juz let him go... huhhhhh ssh nye nk pjuk hti ni,,i noe,,i should've let u leave quickly,, but i can't,,, =(..how??? i stood at that place once again,,looking at u slowly a distance away... huhh my tears starts to fall lightly,,,,such s cold season... and it come again once more...i think i juz can wait 4 u... i can only tear silently,,,n only can ,uv u n miss u,,, tp tuk mmilki hurmm mybe its hard n imposible,,, compared to forgetting,pain is much easier 4 me,,, may i ask u something?? can u come back 2 my side,,, huhhhh,,,i noe u anwser... =((((